deservingly...

no regrets...
got exactly what i deserved...
exactly the way things should have fallen
lightning...
blazing...
searing...

deep into my skin...
half killing...
half still...awake...

Lord!
forgive me...

and send down more if YOU please...
for its YOUR way...
and who am i to contradict
YOUR ways?

Send me more
more
more

so that
i die
and
get
a
rebirth...

YOU
promised me once
'a rebirth is pending'

is it not still the time?